Sunday, March 16, 2008@Curiosity kills the cat!
Maybe it isn't very prudent to be too inquisitive. And being too inquisitive at the NUS open house probably did me in. Yes, the sudden information overload is haywiring my brain and I have went off to dig a much greater hole than the one I'm currently in. Now instead of just mildly troubled, I am totally sunked.
Turtles.
On the more positive outlook, perhaps it's better to get the facts now. Then I would surely avoid the situation where I dive straight into the mess and attempt to navigate out - which is not very feasible since my sense of direction is practically
non-existent. At some really crazy moments, a little corner of my heart pleaded for someone to coerce me into a course, then I wouldn't have to crack my brains over all the choosing. Of course, the brain objected rather furiously being stripped of its right to make a decision and crushed the asinine idea. Ever since the start of university applications, Mr. Brain and Miss. Heart brokeup and went on World War III.
Damnit, I can't wait for the application deadline.
The only good thing that probably turned out was all the catching up I did with all the longlost peeps. Haha. The constant chatter with Jasmine and Ahtan on the train, meeting up with the acquaintances I haven't seen in godzilla years and the dinner chill out with Ser, Cheng, Chang and Vanessa. (Fun, fun, fun, fun....) Anyway I've just acquired my personal champion! Don't bully me or Vanessa will stomp you into little pieces before you can even say 'sarahhh'. Haha.
Oh, I did a brand new to-do-list again! Hopefully this time - cross fingers and pray - that I'll be able to complete the tasks I've set about doing. This especially includes making some progress in '
WoI' which has already been stagnant for so long. Well, I've already started writing chapter six so hopefully after some editing it will be decent enough for an update. There's loads of guilt layered on me now because I keep feeling like I've disappointed the readers who really looked forward to those updates. Urghh.
Sorry for the emotional rollercoaster. Haha. My thoughts are really all over the place. Well, I'm not exactly the most organised writer around. *sheepish*
It's getting late. I probably should turn in soon 'cos it's gonna be a long day tomorrow. More about
'The mundane life of Sarah' soon!
Sweet dreams, everyone...
loves*sarah //
