Sunday, March 30, 2008Every single time I thought it was over, it would overwhelm me all over again.
I have considered - several times, in fact - making it known. But there is always this nagging fear that if certain events don't turn out the way I want them to, then things will never go back to the same familiar ways. The rock and the hard place huh? Ugh. Sometimes I wish I had more guts and less brain cells. Then I wouldn't be stucked in this silly predicament, because I would have just gone straight with my instincts and bypass the consultation with Brain. Oh well, I'll get this matter settled eventually. It's just the waiting and wondering that's killing me.
Now for some updates! Since I am waking up at freaking four in the morning tomorrow, I will make this quick.
I am officially leaving my airport job on the 31st March 2008 - which coincidentally happens to be tomorrow! Can't bear the people, and on certain freaky level, I think I'll miss the job as well. The weird, nice, snobbish, cheerful passengers I meet everyday, practicing my almost non-existent level of Japanese etc. It was fun and tiring while it lasted. But I am all geared up for other new adventures. Whee! Besides, I still can get my colleagues to buy perfumes and cosmetics. *grins*
Next, I found myself another job at Chanel head office in Wheelock Place as a receptionist. Haha. A little far, but well, it's only for two months. So people, if you guys are free, please come find me alright? I don't mind meeting for lunch or catch up after work. Just date me! O.O Lols.
Lastly, I've gotten myself a slot for interview at NTU for a place in the Bachelor of Accountancy. Just thinking of it makes the butterflies in my stomach go on a riot. Yikes. I can't even imagine what questions they might ask. Besides, there will be two faculty members present. I am definitely more comfortable with one interviewer, which is why they put two of course. Anything to make you nervous. Well, just cross your fingers and pray that I don't stutter and make a fool of myself that day. >_<
Before I forgot, chapter six of WoI is done!Okay, guessed I've muttered enough for tonight.
Goodnight!
loves*sarah //
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Okay folks, I've finally watched it!
Step Up 2 : The Streets is as awesome as any sequel can get. Before the show, I was pondering over the possibility of it being a repeat performance of part one - which, mind you, I'll definitely have no objections. If only my sister didn't own the VCD, I probably would have splurge on another Step Up 1 movie ticket for a second round.
In The Streets, they removed the ballet component from the choreography and made it badass hip-hop through and through. Man, did they smoke up the screens. All the dances were hot, hot, hot. Ha! And nobody was more surprised, when Channing (from part one) showed up at the start of the show for a little surprise guest performance. You can't deny it, he still got the moves. Robert Hoffman and Briana Evigan was also a great couple and just watching them dancing with the crew makes you wanna jump up and shake some part of your body! A leg, the head or even your pinky - if you're easily embarassed. The bottom line is, watching it gets you all hyped up with your blood pumping hard and you start to regret not taking up any dance classes till now.
My sis and I agreed unanimously, there was no way to make a comparison betweeen both Step Ups. But if you were to put a gun at my head or threaten me with a crate crammed full of cockroaches, then I would have to say I prefer the choreography in the first episode. I guess the mix of contemporary dance and hip-hop holds more appeal to me....... and of course, because Channing is still my favourite man.
Sue me.
loves*sarah //
Sunday, March 16, 2008
@Curiosity kills the cat!
Maybe it isn't very prudent to be too inquisitive. And being too inquisitive at the NUS open house probably did me in. Yes, the sudden information overload is haywiring my brain and I have went off to dig a much greater hole than the one I'm currently in. Now instead of just mildly troubled, I am totally sunked.
Turtles.
On the more positive outlook, perhaps it's better to get the facts now. Then I would surely avoid the situation where I dive straight into the mess and attempt to navigate out - which is not very feasible since my sense of direction is practically
non-existent. At some really crazy moments, a little corner of my heart pleaded for someone to coerce me into a course, then I wouldn't have to crack my brains over all the choosing. Of course, the brain objected rather furiously being stripped of its right to make a decision and crushed the asinine idea. Ever since the start of university applications, Mr. Brain and Miss. Heart brokeup and went on World War III.
Damnit, I can't wait for the application deadline.
The only good thing that probably turned out was all the catching up I did with all the longlost peeps. Haha. The constant chatter with Jasmine and Ahtan on the train, meeting up with the acquaintances I haven't seen in godzilla years and the dinner chill out with Ser, Cheng, Chang and Vanessa. (Fun, fun, fun, fun....) Anyway I've just acquired my personal champion! Don't bully me or Vanessa will stomp you into little pieces before you can even say 'sarahhh'. Haha.
Oh, I did a brand new to-do-list again! Hopefully this time - cross fingers and pray - that I'll be able to complete the tasks I've set about doing. This especially includes making some progress in '
WoI' which has already been stagnant for so long. Well, I've already started writing chapter six so hopefully after some editing it will be decent enough for an update. There's loads of guilt layered on me now because I keep feeling like I've disappointed the readers who really looked forward to those updates. Urghh.
Sorry for the emotional rollercoaster. Haha. My thoughts are really all over the place. Well, I'm not exactly the most organised writer around. *sheepish*
It's getting late. I probably should turn in soon 'cos it's gonna be a long day tomorrow. More about
'The mundane life of Sarah' soon!
Sweet dreams, everyone...
loves*sarah //
Saturday, March 15, 2008
I always thought after facing the results, the rest would just be a piece of cake. Not a chance man. Basically, all previous fearful anticipation are now replaced by pure confusion and tedious paperwork. Confusion, because I simply have no idea what courses I should pursue in university and the application processes are mind-boggling. *roll eyes and sighs*
Anyway, our trip to sentosa was fun and relaxing. Except that we weren't
sunkissed as much as we wanted because the weather was soooo good, it was shady and windy. What was really hilarious was that after dozing off, we woke up to realise there was an orientation going on beside us! Omigod. Imagine waking up to find dozens of people beside you building rafts - which was part of their task I think. Haha.
I look absolutely bimbotic in this photo with my hot pink nails.
Then again, vain bimbos don't appear with chipped nail enamel anyway. Haha. Yes yes, I was giving out imaginary flying kisses.
No photos with Tracy though. Don't ask me why.
In the end, we fell sick the next day because we got caught in the rain later in the day. Oh well, it was still loads of fun in my opinion. *thumbs up*
Going to NUS open house tomorrow to get a feel of the school and the courses available. Hopefully I'll get a clearer picture of what I want to do then. Wish me luck. *grins*
Ciao.
loves*sarah //
