Wednesday, October 25, 2006just finished my presentation slides and reflections. damn tired. anyway...
i saw this cute guy today, in plaza singapura, who was working at the pushcart wearing a SEIGAKU TENNIS CLUB jacket! *squeals -pause- faints*
note: all squeals and fainting are for the jacket. *nods head fervently*
..... okay, and the cute guy. *grins*
i soooooo envious. i want that jacket!
give it to me! >_<
loves*sarah //
Sunday, October 15, 2006
argh. sarah don't like to be sick. klongg.
have been sick since friday. it's a deadly combination of flu, fever, cough, sore throat and that stupid haze. eversince those uneducated, unfriendly and inconsiderate farmers from our neighbour country started burning trees off their roots (sorry, weird expression) everyone's been suffering from the consequences since. aunt's having chest pains and i'm sneezing my nose off. seriously, it's gonna drop soon if the wind doesn't blow the haze off somewhere else. rahh. can you imagine if this was so bad for me, i wonder how ying survived everything, considering her mewmew nose is much more sensitive than mine. lols.
okay so anyway i just wanna apologise to yisen and haniff (if you guys are reading this. which i don't think you are and that means i have to tell you guys personally anyway. rahh) for having them run the booth on their own. >_< sorry peeps. i know we are shorthanded and i shouldn't get sick that such a crucial time. haven't heard from them if everything was alright though wanchin said overall business was bad. o_o yikes.
well, before i got sick, i managed, at the very least, to enjoy some holidays first. haha. cured some of my withdrawal symptoms, namely pooling and kboxing. hahaha. went with ying, kenneth and beng to marina square that day for a little kboxing! haha. that was before i lost my voice to the evil sore throats. -.- it was fun. haha. did lotsa crazy, wild stuff in there. cracked lotsa jokes. though i really forgot what was really so hilarious. and of course, the infamous sarah got lost in the kbox maze again, looking for the toilet. but this time it ain't that bad cos i wasn't alone (ying was with me!) and clever us memorised the room number so we could ask one of the waiter/waitress there. hehe. after that ken said he wanted to look for a shirt so whoosh off we went. but all the shirts are a little too ex for the likes of me. >_< ken bought one anyway. edwin and bingy joined us afterwards to watch rob-b-hood! lols. the baby is kawaii~ *faints*
went pooling on sunday with my churchmates at katong shopping mall. haha. the place is damn cold but the tables are really nice. it's supposedly 9ft. but somehow it looks and feels bigger than that. lols. but i love the cuesticks! wahaha. anyway liau ziqi owes me a game of pool! yayy. more pooling can't hurt~ lala. ^_^
ate thaiexpress today! lols. the pineapple rice taste like egg fried rice. (which i really don't mind. since eggs are also nice. ^^) and never try the avocado milkshake. it's.... ugh. according to jeremy and jorim, softshellcrab rice gets a little boring afterwards, so unless you L-O-V-E crabs you should just try something new. lols. overall i guess i still prefer lerkthai. wahaha.
now all i have to do is wait for tues to clear out my last withdrawal symptom---TENNIS! hehe.
loves*sarah //
Saturday, October 07, 2006
hm. so many days of thinking i guess i've thought it through. maybe its time to stop brooding and crying over spilt milk. what's done is done. and though i could have shot myself for such an imbecile act, there's nothing to salvage the situation now. yup! so i shall put an end to all the negative feelings and that's that. *nods head*
okay that was for myself. you can just ignore it. lols.
anyway really really grateful to those who helped me through this tight spot and those who bothered to care. honto ni arigato! especially mr ng and mr wong. despite everything you guys took the time to call and encouraged me when i was really at rock bottom. to mr wong, you have no idea how calming was your "i'll try to help you" and "call me if you need help". and to mr ng, unfortunately i don't think i did well for the math paper. but i was really touched. you're the best. (:
hah! that's all i'm going to dedicate the entry to that "incident". yesterday was mooncake festival aka lantern festival aka midautumn festival! lols. had a great time with everyone. it was good to see them again. i missed those peeps like madd. x_x this is like the first meeting in months? lols. we went walking around with our brightly-coloured lanterns and took photos all around. haha. weird but we should have brought mooncakes yesterday. lols. didn't cross my mind then. after that we actually commence the memorable game of "blind cat". wahaha. it was so hilarious. i mean imagine a bunch of teenagers chasing each other and climbing the playground structures like monkeys. lols. way funny. but then we're are young at heart and we ARE young anyway. so sue us. hehe.
postexam activities, aside from yesterday's lunch at bugis and mooncake festival celebration, include sleeping, computer and reading. only the best. (:
and don't start on me being a bookworm. it's a fact you can't change anyway.
i'm off for dinner. bye.
loves*sarah //
Thursday, October 05, 2006
today i realise what is it like to screw up your future with your own hands.
i didn't go for the chem paper today. not because i can't go. not because i don't want to go. just simply because i misread the time. when mr sung called me to say i'm late for the paper. i could only stand there with the phone beside my ear. shocked. yeah that's the word. and when he told me i will not be allowed to take the paper i could only stand there and cry.
congratulations. i've just got my first zero.
i've been trying so hard, studying like mad, throwing away the life that i once had and enjoyed. so i can pass the exams and not be retained. no i don't want to be retained. hah! look how ironic it is. i ruined all the months of effort just by misreading that bloody piece of timetable. mom called the school to ask if they could make an exception. but of course why would there be? they told my mom i will not necessarily be retained, but whether i can be promoted or not will be based on other results. that's worst isn't it? instead of just passing all the subs now i need amazing results .
can someone tell me how to handle this mess? cos i really don't know what to do and how to face all this. i need someone to talk to. but there's none.
screwed.
loves*sarah //
