Monday, January 07, 2008@I want to sleep in lectures.
I'm dead tired, I hate to work and
I miss school.
Okay, more like I missed the days where I could sleep in classes. Haha. Working's really tiring and man, does it torture the feet! The worst thing is, I could count thousands of dollars in the cash register everyday but it never belongs to me. Damnit. Haha.
Anyway, there has been loads of speculations about the dates for releasing the results and the earliest seem to be the start of February. Shoot! I haven't even start to consider what I want to do. I always thought that misshapen monster called future will take shape somewhere along the way. Or that I will wake up one day and realised I've always wanted to be a zookeeper. Maybe not. You get my drift.
So now that it seems like bumbling mess of glob in my head has entirely no clue to what the future me looks like, I'm suffering from a
minor panic attack. I used to have a lot of ideas, but gradually they got shot down one by one.
Interior designer? Not creative enough and I hate to draw.
News anchor? Don't have the looks.
Breakfast&Bed owner? This is Singapore, there are no B&Bs around. Too bad. I've even considered being a librarian, because I LOVE books. But a librarian once told me they didn't have time to read. Turtles.
Basically up till now, I haven't found a single career that interests me. It really doesn't help that Singapore has sooooo limited career choices. Everyone who graduates goes into medical, law, accounting, banking or teaching. Starts there. Ends there.
Boring.
loves*sarah //
