Monday, April 23, 2007today's training was so demoralising, my moods are way down at the bottom of the well now.
i guess its a wakeup call for me.
it wasn't as if i didn't know how i was suppose to play, but for some apparent reason, i just couldn't do it. its been a year and a half? and i'm nowhere near what i envisioned myself to be. to put it harsher, i'm such a failure.
just now, i
almost told her not to place me in the lineup, but i earnestly want to play.
how?
loves*sarah //
